Yesterday I did some shopping, and got stuff to assist a low-carb way of eating, because it's effectively shifted the weight from me before. Of course between that and bringing a bowl of lettuce and chicken up with me for lunch, I'll admit that it's no longer just 'watching what I eat' and I'm actually in a diet mode at the moment.

If my friends are like me, they'll slap me for it. But, I know I deserve it, and it won't stop me till I'm no longer heavier than half of them are. I'm not upset about my weight, I'm not obsessing (horribly) over how I eat, I'm letting it take routine, cutting out taters and breads, eating fruits and drinking water, and using Wii Fit to both allow me to stretch and shift, and to measure how much weight I'm dropping, to get out of the not-ideal fields.

I don't hate me. I just know I can be a 'better' me.

Besides, its not like I'm cutting out the awesome. 85% chocolate's actually not got much carb in it, so long as you eat it rationally.

(this is one of those entries that'll go away in time )

EDT: Okay this entry isn't disappearing all that quick, but in 2 weeks I've lost about a stone, and can fit into some of the slimmer (though certainly not slim) trousers I've got kicking about. So something's going right in all this at least.